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| 01:40pm 24/09/2004 |
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I am in Durham. Yesterday I didn't feel good so I didn't go to work and came here. I slept over and woke up at 4:30 to go to work for 6 in manch. Ewww. I was okay going there and when I got there, but then I felt really gross so I left at 9:20ish. I came back here and slept and felt better but now I'm starting to feel gross again. Yuck. Tomorrow I am going to see the Laramie Project at the University of Southern Maine and Romaine Patterson (a character I played) will be speaking afterwards. Sweetness. I can't wait. I have tons of work to do this weekend. Yuck. I'm switching my major to social work... yay. I feel gross... today at work the feeder fish tank overflowed because there were dead fish clogging the filter. I had to take them all out while I was sick to my stomach... it was gross. Gross gross gross. I'm going back to bed again since Austin has class. I cleaned and febrezed his room because it smells bad sometimes. :) now it doesn't. |
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| Oh crazy week... (I ranted a lot sorry dudes) |
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| 10:06pm 19/09/2004 |
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mood:  happy music: Acoustic version of Such Great Heights from Gardenstate
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Oh what a crazy week I have had! I am switching my college again. I was mucho stressed out about this so on wednesday between my sociology class and geography for teachers, I freaked out and had a mega meltdown in my car... then i left and went to durham and austin took car of me and made me a cd. yay. I am better now. even though switching colleges is scary and hard. Thursday I went back to work. Boo... oh so much fun. I almost missed collecting dead fish and being bit by lots of snakes... then I talked to tara till the wee hours of morning. I miss her. I'm glad we can relate and be in the same ugly situations together. Then I called Austin after that and wasn't really tired so I finally went to bed around 2. I got up for work at 5 and worked at 6. Yucky. Austin came home and we went to the doctors and he got stuck with needles and I had to get my car back from the garage. We went back to Durham for the night which was... well I fell asleep while he talked to tara because i was tired. Happy three month anniversary! Yay... i am happy x 1000000000! I got a really cool bag and I am psyched. Yay. Then we went to manch to collect Devin and we were off to Lowell to see Pickle's new apartment. Party party time... fun and new experiences for all! I can't rap and I am jealous of those who can... and i wish i could dance. I got sick so I suck. The next morning we went to drop nicole off at the train station and we listened to weezer as austin drove my car around lowell... I felt so good and alive! Yay for freedom and excitement. Then a trip to dunkin donuts and back to UNH. I slept and worked on my life plan for dad and neglected some other work like my critique. I should be fine for it. I hate writing... blah. Devin was lying down on Julia's bed just so everyone knows :) Later we went to the caf and ate a lot and jason came too! he is wolverine hardcore. then devin and I drove home and that was cool. We listened to a lot of saves the day. cool. austins family made a fire in their firemaker and I sat and talked with them. I had a good time. Then I came home and my dad set me up a sweet computer. sweetness... but hes mad because i brought home 2 betta fish... Penelopy amd Sigfreid the Cyclops betta. Whatever. I like them. I miss my friends that are far away... I need to call mariah I miss her a lot.
I am happy. I am the happiest I have ever been. Even as fucked up and crazy and nontraditionl or tradition I make things... everything is going to be okay and I am okay. I smile more then I ever have. Next semester will be even better but I like to step back from time to time now and just look at myself and where I am. Right now I am alone in my newly remodeled room which is foreign to me and not super friendly. But Cat Steven's is singing to me on a cd that an amazing person put together for me. I am so happy. I am in love. |
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| :) Hardcore Durham |
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| 11:55am 03/09/2004 |
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I am happy. I am in Durham in Austin's room while he is taking a shower. It is nice up here. I'm pretending this is my dorm room as I sip my pitch black mountain dew and type on the computer in my pjs. Superb. Later I am bringing Austin and quite possibly Jason home. Last night we all hung out in Austin's dorm and watched 3 or 4 episodes of the Family Guy. Then Austin talked on the computer and Jason made knuckle impressions which some good smelling magic dough. Then I made a monster and attacked his face. Oooo their cafe is really yummy! Oh man! I saw this guy i used to work with who is really cool and he was like hey! oh by the way im gay! That totally blindsided me! Woah! Thats cool though hes a wicked cool guy... he introduced me to family guy... weird. Austin's dorm is cool. In fact, austin's college is cool... damn my errm... everything for being so against UNH. Karma is so way kicking my ass because now I want to go here so bad... but maybe Keene will get better we'll wait and see... however i am considering applying for next semester just in case. Hahaha... I dont have to go back to school until Tuesday! sweet... however i have a lot of work to do in that time frame... English is going to kill me already... lame. Well I should try to make Austins room look pretty while he's gone and then its off to the shower for me! This has been a very nice vacation from this week's crap! My back hurts. The end. |
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| My car is sick |
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| 11:06am 02/09/2004 |
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mood: crazy
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Psychology won't be too bad. I think... 90% of the grade I get is my exam scores. My teacher seems pretty cool. I got let out way early so I am home but i need to go back to school in like 20 minutes for my first english class which im sure will be so much fun. Yay. My dad and mom are douchebags and i am going to kill them soon if they don't stop being crazy. My dad has my car which he some how managed to make the break lights and turn signal not work and make a weird noise... his car is broken so he took mine. asshole. I hope he gets stopped. I am supposed to go visit austin today and get out of the house however i dont know how i will get there unless i steal the minivan which i may infact do. so yes. everyone hates me now and i have choosen to not think about it since i am already stressed out and on the brink of tears pretty much 24/7. so if you have a problem with me then i am sorry and i don;t know if i can deal with it right now. sorry. sorry sorry sorry. i must go back to school and freak out some more. |
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| An ode to the commuter |
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| 07:47pm 01/09/2004 |
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mood:  aggravated
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Hello. I have decided to live out of my car from this point on. I do not have a dorm room and hardly have a room since my parents are reconstructing it to their liking. I figure I spend at least 2-3 hours in my car a day since my commute to Keene is an hour and fifteen minutes and my drives to UNH manch and durham will be about the same... so welcome home... I live in my car, out of my car, and I'll probably die at some point this winter in my car so yay. Commuting is absolutely a bad idea. I am going to fall asleep and die. Give me loud music suggestions... to save my life.
If I had a gun I'd kill everyone in this house including my dog... well not really but everyone is making life extremely difficult and everyone is way to combative to talk to and/or live with. I would like a dorm room right now. Damn. Tomorrow I'm going to UNH well, both of them, but mainly tomorrow night I'm going over austins. Yay i wont be here... sooooo good. I wish i didnt have to drive... but durham is so way easier to get to then keene...
I need to buy pins this weekend so in my sociology i can stab myself in the leg to keep from falling asleep. She talks in a whispery voice and i fall asleep... grrr... and i have my other teacher twice but he's nice... still blah... i really am not a huge fan of geography...
My dad is being a dick. He is making my get rid of my rats... anyone want to take them? I really don't want to give them to you but if it comes to that... i love pumpkin and darwin... i hate people being stupid... grrr..
I dont have stitches anymore and now its september... at least its almost fall... things will get better soon.
One year ago today I put Kera in the river and dumped Robbie and started meditating... that was sooo long ago! |
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| Non traditional college life sucks |
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| 07:46pm 30/08/2004 |
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mood:  lonely music: dashboard... eww
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Today was my first day of classes. I guess that should have been really cool but it wasn't really. It was weird I wasn't even nervous. I was just really apathetic all day. I talked to a few people but not about anything really. I know a girl in my sociology class. Yay. I am depressed. I feel stupid for feeling this way. I want to yell at myself to shut the fuck up and get over it this is your life now... however i still am being dramatic. Austin is in Durham... he has a cool dorm and cool people in them. I'm happy for him because I know he'll do fine and plus Jason is there. I want a dorm room... however if I did i would never see Austin and that would suck and I'd be just as depressed if not more than now. I am a lame-o. I hate commuting to Keene. That is sucky. Tomorrow I go to UNH manch style. We'll see how that goes. I am supposed to go to austin's UNH but i have to get my stitches taken out and my dad will probably get pissed at me. Boo. I don;t care. I already hate living here. My mom wins the psycho bipolar award for the year. This is not cool... Sorry for my emo rant... However now that everyone is leaving I have time to get hott. I went to the gym today. Yay. We'll see how long this lasts... I really really really miss austin. |
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| 07:06pm 22/03/2004 |
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I have new goldfish and they make me happy. Their names are Murphy, Stanley, Ralph, and Winston. They live in an orange tank with a big bonsai tree. Yay for them. I am bored. |
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| 06:01pm 10/11/2002 |
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And here you have it. Danielle finally used the livejournal code. O the crazy world on the internet... am I to become another statistic of youth rotting away at the computer? Probably not but heres to hoping! |
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